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I figured I would update this now since I'll probably end up putting it off again, like I have continued to do for the past few days. I think that has just become the story of my life-do everything last minute or just end up forgetting about it. I think Ashley is the more responsible twin, which is good to have around when all you want to do is party and have fun. Soon enough school will start again and I will have to put my dancing shoes away and become more focused like everyone keeps telling me, over and over again. But when it comes to school I'm not stupid, I know when it's time to have fun and when I need to serious. Sometimes I wonder if school was even worth it all, why didn't I just leave with my money and start a new life on some island with a population of five people.Hopefully those five people would turn out to be really hot, tanned guys who don't even speak english but are not gay. Actually that would be really weird if they were all on an island together, and never turned out gay or anything like that. In fact I take that whole fantasy back, they would have to arrive on the island at the same time I did. And I just confused myself so badly that I'm just going to stop this paragraph right here.
Summer isn't bad I guess, just feels like it's going by way to fast for my liking. It felt like school just ended and suddenly school feels like it's so close. But I've got to hang out with my friends and some family too, and I even got to hang out with that model dude who I like to kiss sometimes but is not my boyfriend. I prefer guys who didn't go for the whole Fabio look, but of course he is an amazing guy and he makes me smile and I thought friends could do that? Sometimes I wonder why the media is so keen on knowing who me and my sister are dating, it's like they are more interesting in covering our relationships that they don't even have time to start their own. Then people tend to wonder why I'm out kissing girls as if I'm some kind of lesbian, but really it's just to give them something to talk about. Since my life is so constantly boring and only really hanging out and going to clubs, I thought I'd give them a show. And since Avril Lavigne was not present, I was unable to make out with her which makes me very depressed. But at the end of this month my sister and I are going up to Canada to do a live@much, which muchmusic is the canadian version of MTV. I think it's going to be like an hour long and we even get this whole red carpet special thing too, which makes me feel like some kind of princess.
I must admit that I'm in love and obsessed with Coldplay, ever since I got their new album. Actually even before then with their other albums, I have never heard such an amazing band. I think my cd is becoming scratched though from listening to it all the time, and I think everyone around me is becoming annoyed of hearing 'fix you' every ten seconds. But really I tried to play The Scientist without crying and it simply wasn't possible, I ended up crying like a baby. It must either be because of the lyrics, or I'm always reminded of the video which I haven't seen in awhile. But this update had no real purpose or meaning, but hopefully my next one will and my next one will be coming very soon, perhaps even tomorrow if my hand isn't hurting. I should actually get on AIM, instead of running from it. Meh, I'll do that later. Goodbye♥
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